at the library

one things for sure, black men are not bound by any racial boundaries. whenever im at the public library, literally every time, a black guy comes up to me, whoos me by tellin me how foxy i am and how it would be just the greatest thing if he could take me out on just one date. bf gets in the way of that, but damn am i impressed with the fact that a person could be so confident, so self-assured, so not afraid of rejection or failure. And since when is hollarin back at guys that are chillin in their house, just callin out just because, an "invitation"? i was walking to the bistro last weekend to see a friend of a friend perform in a Drag King show and some black guys started talkin to my two friends and i from a second story window... we weren't running so we weren't moving too quickly, and it was just awkward when my friends were too SomEtHinG to say anything back. so i started just talkin sh*t, told em we were goin to the gay bar and to join, knowing that nothing was going to come of it... but apparently my friends were not so sure because they freaked out and started power-walking like it was life or death. so annoying. and i cant do anything about it.